I want to scream until I lose my voice, on top of Mission Peak, then at the Twin Peaks in San Francisco, then at the middle of Stoners' Circle here at Aldrich Park in UCI.
Everything is too much right now.
It's been so long since I posted. I know I promised to write more, to let out more, to share more, more frequently on this blog. It's supposed to be cathartic, but I just don't have the motivation to do it. Things happen. Shit hits the fan. I take collateral damage.
Collateral damage seems to be the theme of this year. I want to pour it all out but I just can't right now. I know that when I look back on it even just a month from now, I'll realize how stupid this was, and that everything I felt was pretty pointless. Right now though, the world feels like a cat that wouldn't stop scratching a blackboard.
I listen to metal when I'm hating the world. I listen to screamo when I'm hating myself.
And the wind brought Clive @ 12:38 AM
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Sunday, November 07, 2010 |