My Blog is really special to me. No, I don't post on it often. Hell, I barely even rant on it anymore. This blog is like a memoir, a thing that I choose to pick up and put down at my whim, but everytime I pick it up, something worthwhile and memorable will always be marked down. To link the far past to the far future...that is the purpose of my existence. This blog embodies this ideal and turns it into something corporeal to me, and tangible to others.
I can't help but feel that I let down someone again. I must admit that I've been a really, really bad friend to him. The first time I met him, I had the feeling that he needed someone to talk to, that he was a unique person with a unique personality. He was also quiet, and judging from my first impression, he was just a little awkward. It was around Thanksgiving and Black Friday, so I invited him along to wait with me at Fry's for some nice electronics shopping. I also found that we had something in common with dance. I thought it was awesome, since I got myself a new friend. We all have our problems, and our own judgments. He felt that people were ephemeral beings, that we come and go, break promises, and the world will inevitably move on. To some extent, I agree with him.
For better or for worse, I messed up. I let him down, and I wasn't as great a friend as I could have been.
I'm sorry.
And the wind brought Clive @ 8:40 PM
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Thursday, May 17, 2007 |
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