Windswept Life

Am I a cloud in the Sky?
Blown by the wind.
Up so high...
Maybe it's why I like the rain so much.
It brings me back down to earth.

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There's a couple of things I have to stop being/doing...

I can't live a self destructive way anymore.
I can't be an insomniac.
I can't push myself too hard, lest I go totally insane. (But I HAVE to push myself...)
I can't start homework at 10 anymore.
I can't be this irresponsible anymore.
I can't slack.
I can't get distracted. (But I do...I SO do...)
I can't be so demotivated.
I can't be so needlessly agressive.
I can't...

But I can't stop thinking about...

I must learn to live with the decisions of others.
I must learn that the best things in this world have choice.
I must learn not to overestimate.
I must learn.

Because there're just some things in life I'm just not meant to have.

Do I love you? I don't know, but it feels like it.

I can't say anything I'm not sure of myself, but I can sure say that it feels like you're the one as of this moment, this breath, this reality.

I must learn to be honest with myself. Did I learn well enough?

And the wind brought Clive @ 12:42 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005