So yesterday was the end of my 4 day droject. As well as my Sharpie and my Black CD pen. Joyful.
Ok, now that THAT's done, I get to do 2 math hws, a speech for Engrigh, 2 Chem assignments, and prepare for my french speech. Joyful...
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 12:50 PM
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Sunday, October 30, 2005 |
It's official, I'm sending Simon a black hoodie for Chistmas. He's so worth my 60 dollars.
I just had to post that =P.
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 5:56 PM
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005 |
OMEFFING!
I'm trying to learn the choreography for the My Chemical Romance Video: Helena. It LOOKS HELLA EASY but it's actually HELLA HARD! You have NO idea how many spins those insane dancers do in 15 seconds... Well actually, it's 5. SO IT'S 3 SECONDS A SPIN WITH the pauses in between! WTFFFFFFF... My god, I'll be having SO much fun next homecoming trying to teach people this one in 2 weeks...
And the wind brought Clive @ 9:09 PM
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005 |
Wow, life is sucking like hell right now. I have Bs or Cs in every class. What the fuck is that?
Sigh...well, whatever...field trip Friday, Camera camera =P. We're goin to see Cyrano de Bergerac en francais, pour francais. Ahh, la joie de la vie...
Songs that have been stuck in my head as of late:
Pussycat Dolls - Sway
Gwen Stefani - Harajuku Girls
Misia - Hi no Ataru Basho
In that order "-_-"
Well, life goes on... and I have graphing to do, that's always a bitch.
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 4:31 PM
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I'm so screwed. It's official, I'm SO screwed...
And the wind brought Clive @ 11:18 PM
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Sunday, October 23, 2005 |
天天
- 鄭中基/林海峰合唱
鄭：夢想王國 夢想前往
乘風破浪 用熱淚來煉鋼
林：人海雄壯 臨陣不驚慌 荊棘也康莊
鄭：英勇的 林：羞怯的 鄭：興奮的 林：悲痛的
鄭：古老的 林：新晉的 鄭：面對年月角力
鄭：親愛的 林：討厭的 鄭：高檔的 林：低劣的
鄭：得到的 林：失去的 鄭：用信心迎戰
合：迎接每一天每一天轉變
無數磨練也視作很自然
林：個個充了電 天天改變今天
時代變就有新的發展
合：迎接每一天每一天衝線
明日成敗也是建基目前
鄭：縱變得老練 天天總有新一天
合：還是個熱血不改少年
鄭：誰要懷緬 逝去的氣焰
林：時勢銳變 才有新發現
鄭：明天盛況 明天盛放
從今有望 大踏步全力幹
林：晴不晴朗 憑自己爭光 漆黑透金光
鄭：英勇的 林：羞怯的 鄭：興奮的 林：悲痛的
鄭：古老的 林：新晉的 鄭：面對年月角力
鄭：親愛的 林：討厭的 鄭：高檔的 林：低劣的
鄭：得到的 林：失去的 鄭：用信心迎戰
合：迎接每一天每一天轉變
無數磨練也視作很自然
林：個個充了電 天天改變今天
時代變就有新的發展
合：迎接每一天每一天衝線
明日成敗也是建基目前
鄭：縱變得老練 天天總有新一天
合：還是個熱血不改少年
鄭：誰要懷緬 逝去的氣焰
林：時勢銳變 才有新發現
I'm posting a lot of Chinese Songs lately. American music sucks, I'm sorry. I'm still waiting for Simon to get on, I'm such a fucking lovestruck psycho it's nauseating. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm totally infatuated... Damn it, Clive, get a grip...
French test is teh horror. Must go to study group soon, gah, GonE.
And the wind brought Clive @ 3:23 PM
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Carly, my dear sister, you.are.evil. But that's why I love you so.
I tell ya, the shower, the Herbal Essences commercials, and HANDCUFFS are NOT a good combination to Clive...seriously...all puns attached and intended. NOT GOOD! And you say MY mind is perverse...that was downright wrong, XD.
Thanks Carly.
C n&f S
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 11:09 PM
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005 |
Eason Chan - 夕陽無限好
多經典的歌后 一剎眼已走 纏綿著青蔥的山丘 轉眼變蟻丘
這個剎那宇宙 拒絕永久 世事無常還是未看夠 還未看透
多好玩的東西 早晚會放低 從前並肩的好兄弟 可會撐到底
愛侶愛到一個地步 便另覓安慰 枉當初苦苦送禮 最艷的花卉 最後化爛泥
夕陽無限好 天色已黃昏 本想去憑愛 去換最燦爛一生
想不到長吻 帶來更永恆傷感 夕陽無限好 卻是近黃昏
高峰的快感 剎那失陷 風花雪月不肯等人 要獻便獻吻
多風光的海島 一秒變廢土 長存在心底的傾慕 可會夠細數
每秒每晚彷似大盜 偷走的青春一天天變老 只可追憶到 想追追不到
夕陽無限好 天色已黃昏 本想去憑愛 去換最燦爛一生
想不到長吻 帶來更永恆傷感 夕陽無限好 卻是近黃昏
高峰的快感 剎那失陷 風花雪月不肯等人 要獻便獻吻
好風景多的是 夕陽平常事 然而每天眼見的 永遠不相似
And the wind brought Clive @ 8:50 PM
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Monday, October 17, 2005 |
It's 2 in the morning... I'm wondering about my current state of affairs. It's like this: I'm thinking about something...and someone, at this fucking time of night. I know I SHOULD go to sleep but I don't. I know I have a lot ahead of me tomoro and Monday, but all I want to do right now is wait. Wait how long? I don't know. Wait at all? God I want to. I...am totally out. Gone. Insane. Lost all logic. Lost all common sense. Why? Maybe for 5 minutes of his time? I swear, 5 minutes will make my day. It'll bring a smile to my face and make my day worth going through. Should I wait? Even with the impending doom of work tomoro? The studying, the precalc, the mountain of unfinished notetaking and analysis for english, the AP French, i'm pushing all that aside. I'll wait. How long? I don't know. I don't know anything right now, except to talk to him. I'm starting to sound crazy creepy...but it's the way I feel. I don't expect him to reciprocate, and that's still fine by me. The only thing I want is his time of day, that's all I ask for.
Just 5 minutes.
Just.Five.Minutes.
And the wind brought Clive @ 2:06 AM
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Sunday, October 16, 2005 |
That party rocked the HOUSE! Truetrue, it's not total clubbin quality, But damn, after half a year of NOT clubbin, it feels awesome. Aite, so the day was cool, though all my classes were still =/. I don't like school. i don't care that I'm a Junior, school still sucks. SATs suck too, always have, always will. So there's also the little problem of the ID card that almost ruined my night, but alas, the Bitchy Mr.Brezeale Brassiere finally let me in. Tightass bitch. Anyhow...
Hightop was awesome, they should DJ every dance, though they didnt have Crazy Frog, and Clive was sad, cuz his request didnt get played. This is also the only dance i'll go to all year for school, unless i go to Sadies at the request of a girl, or Junior prom due to peer pressure. If anyone else has better places, i'll go =P. highlights of the dance were probably the Snior Hotties thing, Go Jesse, ZhongLi, and Jerry, XDXD. I danced with JessLau for 2 minutes, D's, and did one group thing with Daryl, Alie, and John, and another with like, 10 BBoyz+Ally, XD. That was fun. There's also the photo thing. That as awesome. I got 85 pictures in all, and 1 Video of My Humps when they started. Damn the lighting though, Sadface.
Now, snap out of party mode, and into reality again. This weekend is the weekend of hell, the weekend of weekends, the weekend to end all weekends. I have tons of shit to do, seriously, tons. From Engrish, we have the lovely Vocab Committee work, CRR for Mrs.Dalloway, as well as the Age of Reason Hw Schedule assignments. From history, I have the Patriot Video assignment. Chem has...something due tursday which I shall not do. PreCalc has a quiz I must study for, and 2 days worth of hw that I didn't do due to laziness. DECA...has nothing, thank goodness. And French, that infernal subject, has reading until Chapter 10, a paper on a rather sketchy subject, as well as an online reseach on mortuaries...
Sounds like SUCH a fun weekend. Toss in my former...arrangements with Mike and Ricky, and then Chinese school that's a waste of 3 hours, we have almost half a weekend taken up. Alas, one day for all those assignments above. I'd collapse just on the Math. Toss in English and I'll have a foot in the grave. Toss in French and both feet are definately in. Can I say screwed...no, better...fucked? I'm fucked. Fucked hard.
Ow. Someone rescue my sanity.
Bitch Please.
Someone control my multiple personalities?
Wow I should go, GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 11:43 PM
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Friday, October 14, 2005 |
There's a couple of things I have to stop being/doing...
I can't live a self destructive way anymore.
I can't be an insomniac.
I can't push myself too hard, lest I go totally insane. (But I HAVE to push myself...)
I can't start homework at 10 anymore.
I can't be this irresponsible anymore.
I can't slack.
I can't get distracted. (But I do...I SO do...)
I can't be so demotivated.
I can't be so needlessly agressive.
I can't...
But I can't stop thinking about...
I must learn to live with the decisions of others.
I must learn that the best things in this world have choice.
I must learn not to overestimate.
I must learn.
Because there're just some things in life I'm just not meant to have.
Do I love you? I don't know, but it feels like it.
I can't say anything I'm not sure of myself, but I can sure say that it feels like you're the one as of this moment, this breath, this reality.
I must learn to be honest with myself. Did I learn well enough?
And the wind brought Clive @ 12:42 AM
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Thursday, October 13, 2005 |
I'm so messed up lately... I forget things. A lot of things. Friggin loads of things. Way to go Clive. HOWEVER! I WILL take pictures of all us hot Juniors tomoro. Black is the new...black, XDXD. Posting here's a given, of course. I'll do a Photo Album for MSN too, and maybe one for MySpace. My lunky piece of crap camera can only take so much though, =/.
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 5:32 PM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005 |
Happy Belated BDay, Pheebs.
Candles...
Blowing out the candles. Shane and i agree, we should have gotten the relighting one.
Everyone (cept me, cuz I was taking the picture)
Cutting the cake. Go you.
We know you're 17, and yea, you're old.
Sophie got half of D's head, XDXD. SEE, IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU TURNED OUT WRONG IN MY PICTURES, D's!
The one where D's doesn't know how to use my camera...
And i always have to have my my with someone pic, XD
The one that actually looks right...
Oh no, Momo's head!
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That made my sunday, XDXD. Pheobe, you're OLD now! Congrats.
Today was freshman homecoming. Clive neglected his camera at home. Sadface. I would have taken a pic of buttshaking freshmen and oh of COURSE, Pikachu! But that's all good. I'm brining a Cemera for tomoro. Definitely. I need to double belt again, XD.
GonE.
And the wind brought Clive @ 7:33 PM
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Monday, October 10, 2005 |
I really wasn't looking forward to yesterday, but it sure as hell was interesting...
So it began normally enough, at 12 in the morning. I found Simon online and I was like, "WHOA~! FRIEND FROM LONDON!!!" So I talked to him and Michelle till one before I went to bed. Lawl.
Next morning I woke up at 7-ish. Oatmeal with cranberries for breakfast, cuz Christine told me so. Mmm. And we left for friggin Logan, because newark memorial was too small and cramped and delapidated. I didn't say that. People I saw at Logan were... Stephanie, Eric, NiMo, Patrick, Kevin, Vicki, and Justin I think. And wow, lucky for me, I was the only friggin Asian with the last name Chan taking the SATs here from Mission. I was OH SO ALONE! OH SO LONELY!!! But oh well, sitting there for 4 hours was worth it, though it WASN'T fun. My proctor was hella stupid. Weirdass Indian lady with a huge accent and can't tell time. Fucktard she is. But yea. Overall, not bad, though I was squinty-eyed for the rest of the day.
Then came Chinese school. yea, so after 4 hours sitting for the SATs, I sit in a car, then I get to sit in a CHINESE SCHOOL CLASSROOM for another 3 hours. Oh the joy. The teach is still interesting, and I even get to skip a whole period to eat outside. Hurray. Otherwise, the whole class thing was rather monotonous...
Went to Great mall, WALKED for like, 2 hours. Bought a pair of flipflops, since I don't have any. They were on sale too, so I couldn't resist. I saw Ricky and Mike there, that was cool. I haven't seen them for hella days. Well, I understand Ricky, he lives on the ewast coast and whatnot, but Mike's just been too busy with work. Herm. Well, it was cool seeing them anyway.
Pasta Pommodoro's for dinner, and I had that Halibut thing. It was good, though it was kinna small. Oh well. The Lemon Crosotata afterwards was TO DIE FOR. OH MY GOD SO GOOD I WANT ONE NOW!!! Wow, get a grip on myself, ok. Originally I wanted to go there to make Shawn serve me dinner, XDXD, but he moved to the Evergreen store. Sadface. Oh well. Anyhow, Came home, watched TV for about 4-5 hours, then bed. It was a long, long day...
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 11:25 AM
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Sunday, October 09, 2005 |
This week was pretty crazy... anyhow, I should start doing a sleep counter. This should be fun...
Mon: 4.5 hrs
Tue: 4.5 hrs
Wed: 4 hrs
Thu: 2 hrs
Tonight: 8 hrs please. Hopefully. Please.
Total weekday hours: 22. Not even 1 day of sleep in 5, that's sad...
Anyhow. This Wednesday was awesome. Nothing goes on at school, so it's definitely not something exciting from THERE. I had guests after school, and it was cool! One unexpected one, and one expected. the whole day was awesome up till the hw part, where I worked till like, 3. Still. Wednesday = pwnage.
So after school, i get a random phone call. Kelvin wanted to drop by for an hour or 2 to save gas money. I haven't seen him in a whole friggin month, maybe more, so I figured why not. Almost 2 hours of Donnie Darko went by, and he left. Naomi was supposed to show up for dinner that night. Teh awesomeness. Breakdown was basically dinner, then talk about random stuff, and pictures. And here they are =P.
We were cracking up...I don't remember why...
CHEEZE!
We're ghetto...not really...but we sorta are, XDXD
ANYHOW, I have the friggin SAT tomoro, so for now, I'm
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 11:12 PM
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Friday, October 07, 2005 |
So Sonny and Terry art my house today. We're doing a project that's something to do with this one Native American Folktale about some jackass cheating on his wife. Fun. I'm the Wife. Ha. Fun.
Anyhow. Naomi is taking me out on Wednesday. She's awesome. I her love much very. Ha, she prolly ahs to deal with that every day, XDXD. AND SHE'S MOVING TO LA!!! ::Hate on her fiancee, totally...:: So yea, we're going out for Ice Cream with Kellie, if he can make it, y'know...
I need to post more... Damn Fire Emblem for ruling my life...
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 7:57 PM
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Saturday, October 01, 2005 |
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