im weird lately...ive been listening to my CDs instead of my shiny mp3s for the past 2 days. it's kinda weird how everything's running together, hell, can't believe that im almost done with my freshman year. shit, i think im gonna be one of those guys that look at my self at 25 and go "what the hell, i can't believe im 25 already, that's OLD!" so anyways, the reason i brought that up and everything was because i read/heard/saw something that went "when i'm 25, im gonna look back on this and say to myself, what have i done to get myself this far?" and of course, one thing leads to another, and my thoughts to myself ranged from "what will i get to do between now and 25?" "will i turn out ok?" "what sort of life would i be living?" you know, the really angsty type of stuff that you'd usually find in some cheap paperback novella written by a spacey teenager. It all just got me into a jumble of things i wanted to know, and things i do know (which wasnt much).
and about the long weekend, it was one of the most pointless 3-4 or so days of my life. i mean, saturday, i did the usual thing, just that i slept for 2 more hours and got to go to bob's since im always at chinese school. i AM trying to "quit" yugiohnow that i have my hands on a genuine freshly opened secret rare Chaos Emperor Dragon, but you know, it' a piece of cardboard. amazing how the little things in life have such a hold on you, huh? so anyways. kelvin came over as usual on saturday. on sunday, i went to JSiu's house. he was taking the SATS and stuff, hope he gets good grades. monday was fire emblem day, it was a day with your chok full of FE action, enough to make you puke with boredom. then of course there was today...
today was a gigantic piece of shit. one that stank like godzilla just crapped and left it to decay for a couple'a days. test and 2 quizzes, all of which i fail, and all none too pretty. it's so shitty, there's really nothing else to say cept today was nothing short of a piece of shit...
Han GonE...
And the wind brought Clive @ 12:23 AM
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