"you dont seem to know, seem to care, what your heart is for..."
"games changes and fears, where will they go from here...when will they stop...?"
"i remember, that night in may...where the stars were bright up above"
"but did you know, that when it snowed, my eyes, become large and, the light that you shine can be seen"
You are here...alone again,
In your sweet...insanity
All too calm...you hide yourself, from reality
Do you call...it solitude?
Or do you call...it liberty?
When all the world...turns away, to leave you lonely
The fields are filled with desires...
All voices crying for freedom
But all in vain they will fade away...
There's only you...to answer you, forever
In blinded mind, you are singing...
A glorious hallelujah...
The distant flutter of angels
They're all too far...too far to reach...for you
I am here alone again
In my sweet serenity
Hoping you will never find...me in any place
I will call it solitude, when all my songs fade in vain
So fly, my voice...far away, to eternity
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wow...go me...long moment of angst...
so anyways, today was interesting...i swear, the guy that played me at school was a senior, "o_O" wow...i didnt know anyone cept JSiu...and he's only a junior. so maybe that guy's a junior too?? still..."o_O"...
his friend's good too, actually beat me, LoL... tied twice, since the burn game was down to 300/800, with chained energy on the field, we can't do jack. LoL second game, i payed too much with control, and i havent used it since forever, so yea, he was good though, and water too. aqua rocks! we tied on his rituals deck, ringed his BLS. funfun overall. now i must go discuss strategy with saswata...
GonE...
And the wind brought Clive @ 6:27 PM
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004 |
wow...another exciting day in the day of the life of clive chan... what's exciting about it?? well, absolutely nothing... it's so plain, save the fact that i spent 5 inutes running all over campus today looking for kristin, and i swam even though it was frippin cold... there asnt much worth mentioning today...
fields of golds ppls...fields of gold...
im going to catch some zZz's
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 12:49 AM
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well well, another week over, it's stress-free week revamped next tuesday thru thurday. and friday is assembly schedule, it's just gonna be fantabulous next week, i mean, about 15 more minutes to do the french hw i never do! YES!
lets see...what went on this week...? well for one, theres the english nicholas nickleby thing, it's so frippin retarded, but it was fun. i kinda liked the play even though i didnt memorize all the lines, ;P. and there was that mad-dash to send all our junk to cindy, it's kinda funny now that im looking back on it... everyone was so stressed out half the time. i was just playing mega man, XD!! yea yea, i get plenty of brain cramps...
aww, poor pamela, didn't get VP. don't worry, there's always next year, and i'll vote for you again!
omeffing...french is getting hella hard, and so is math. and i thought my worst subjects couldnt get any worse... they do...
FUCKING UNDERDAL!!! I WANT TO KICK HIS SORRY ASS BACK TO INDONESIA!!! NO ONE DISRESPECTS MY MP3 PLAYER, AND NO ONE, ABSOLUTELY NO ONE, HAS THE RIGHT TO TAKE MAI FUCKING MP3 PLAYER FROM ME!!! NOW, BECAUSE OF HIM AND BRANDI, IM GONNA NEED LIKE, 4 BOTTLES OF PURELL JUST TO GET HIS DISGUSTING, SLIMY, DIRTY, BIGOT, SADISTIC DNA OFF MY GODDAMNED MP3 PLAYER!!!!!!!!!! THAT CALLS FOR A...WAIT...LET ME DE-CAPLOCK... prank underdal day. i need more than one person to do it with me. just me wouldnt be fun, and underdal wouldnt get pissed enough. so yea, anyone who hate's underdals goddamned guts, IM me about it. (i KNOW there's plenty of you out there who hate underdal...)
ok...that covers the events of this week! me a go go now!
GonE!
And the wind brought Clive @ 8:03 PM
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Friday, May 14, 2004 |
"O_o" blogger with new format?? now it's like an LJ...freaky...my loyal blogger, how COULD you?!?! oh well...im not one to judge...
yay! mega man kicks asses!
it's like 12:30 in the morning and i should prlly go to sleep. so i will...
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 12:23 AM
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004 |
oh damn, havent updated in a longlong time...
well, this week, as david so nicely put for me "i think [your brain cramps] are directly related to your megaman"
lmao...yes indeedy... megaman it is, it's so frippin addictive, i think im going to buy the damn thing so that i can play it on my plane ride to HK, lmao, i'll be playing ALLLLLLLL 15 hours...
im going to golfland tomoro to play ddr. jed's the best! i also happen to get a case of nostalgia today, i might just go play some pokemon for a while, XDXD...
overall, the testing schedule threw me off... a lot... but overall, it was interesting to have a change in the routine, and i kinda did like the half an hour periods...
sigh... here's come's the angst that's in every one of my posts...
Fields of Gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in fields of gold
So he took his love
For to gaze awhile
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold
Will you stay with me, will you be my love
Among the fields of barley?
We'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in fields of gold
See the west wind move like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise when you kiss her lips
Among the fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear, in the days still left
We'll walk in fields of gold
Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Upon the field of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold...
~anon
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::looks sheepish:: well, yea...uhm...me GonE...
And the wind brought Clive @ 10:07 PM
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