OrI3NtAlDrAgOn: that was soooo stupid. i was hella trying to figure out what to do with everything. cause theres so many rooms and so many things to click on.. i was like.. huh....
OrI3NtAlDrAgOn: then i took a piss again
OrI3NtAlDrAgOn: and i was like oh! the chalk!
Br0ken Glass 000: LoL
OrI3NtAlDrAgOn: and the stick
Br0ken Glass 000: how going to the bathroom remind you of all this??
OrI3NtAlDrAgOn: i have no idea. but i had to go to the bathroom a lot that ady
OrI3NtAlDrAgOn: day*
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silly kelvin, :P
anyways, i bunburyed today...i didnt do jack squat except go to southland and played a dollar of DDR (and ripped lil kids off for good cards. yes, evil clive indeed...
ppls, go to newgrounds and watch "the matrix has you" and "final fansy A+" it's hilarious...
also go to www.albartus.com/motas and play the game. it is SO much fun. unless you're dumb that is, and take more than 3 hours trying to do the green wall or the intelligelock. or just 3 hours to figure out how to get out of the first room. then this game is definitely NOT for you.
i have nothing better to do with mai life, jeebus. why do i hate responsibility so much, yet do it so often ::coughnotasoftenasyouthinkcough:: oh well, the world sucks, there.
im actually writing out the story for airic and flash. o m effing g i can't believe im actually doing it. matt warned me about it but im doing it anyways. chrono cross is cursing me... which by the way kelvin, is the guilty conscience weighing down yet??
im gonna go to bed, weekday today...
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 12:16 AM
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Monday, April 26, 2004 |
im SO BORED... omg, school is crap. i used to like it ::coughbackinfourthgradecough::, but now, it's just crap...
chinese school is sucking more and more too. thankfully, theres only a couple of calsses left, like 5, then we're all done. that's fantabulous too, cuz the teacher makes mai blood boil...
i think im gonna go watch anime now... noir maybe, or maybe since im sitting in fron t of the comp, konjiki no gash bell or kenshin... iono, i'll think of something.
And the wind brought Clive @ 11:26 PM
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Friday, April 23, 2004 |
Time for a new look on this damned thing. the classic chrono cross C does the trick. i like mai things plain...well, not all THAT plain. i AM somewhat kinky. ::not THAT way, jeebus::
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Hubert: mai very cool twin, we have GOT to do san fran again sometime. sunday was SO awesome. next time, we should get more prople, and im sure i can bring someone next time. i wish i can do sunday ALL over again and get the hamburger earlier, i didnt get to choose and the sesame seeds are a bit off, but still, the hamburger was mai coolest investment all day. next to the rice bowl, which was equally awesome. just i can't bring the rice bowl around to show everyone since i ate it already. next time, no matter WHAT annie says, we'll go to her house (you drive jeebus) and drag her out. she shouldn't have to listen to me talk about food, she should be there to eat it herself "^_^"
you were so funny...:
hubert: i can't believe he wasn't going to come and he WASNT GOING TO TELL US!
mabel: you're still just mad at antoni
me: oh yea, so that's HOW many slaps??
brian: huh?
me: hubert was going to slap antoni for every minute he was late, and he STILL hasn't shown up yet
brian: so what time was he supposed to have come?
hubert: 10...
me: and its...4.45 right now...
hubert: that's 405 slaps...
me: mabel, record this for me...
brian: just use your phone's camcorder
me: i can only record 10 seconds...
hubert: i would be done by then!
everyone: rotfl...
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so ANYways. mai spring break was crap, cept for wednesday, saturday, and sunday, goodness, ESPECIALLY sunday.
spring break went like this,
monday: felt sick, but went to new park cuz i felt like i needed to do something out of the house.
tuesday: felt sick, in bed for like, 16 hours...
wednesday: kelvin came over, we went to new park and found out how much we sucked at DDR now...
thursday: whole load of nothin, just internet and stepmania "x_X"
friday: ditto above...
saturday: kelvin came over again, and we pigged out on ice cream, in the process, making one of kelvin's friends jealous. it was rather entertaining. the not entertaining part was having kelvin talking on mai sn, LoL...
sunday: SF DAY with hubert!! omg, coolest day of spring break EVER...
so anyways, this week "SHOULD"be good. im liking the long lunches, but i dont like not having read. that means no making up "homework-that-i-didnt-feel-like-doing-the-night-before." still, i suppose a long lunch is good. gives me a chance to MAYBE do some chinese, so i wouldn't have to cram it all into friday. if i did THAT, OMHFG, i would be dead by saturday...
haha, mai deck ownz saswata's. but ::sob:: i want a ring of D...
i beat final fantasy tactics advance, i feel so accomplished...and so amazingly cheap... using 6 totemas in a row is just overkill. for people who've played golden sun, just think of it as me using charon 6 times in a row. or in final fantasy 10, having lulu go ultima fury X6, with lulu on break damage and magic at 255. the battle went by so fast it wasn't even funny... and Llednar? omg, he was a joke, omega mai arse...
okok, i ranted long enough...im GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 9:50 PM
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004 |
LMAOLMAOLMAO....
at new park, food court:
Me: clive's got horrible aim, y'know?
(i try putting empty water bottle into garbage can, and i miss)
Me: told ya!
Kelvin: you're sad...
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it was hilarious, since i was literally in front of the garbage can, and i miss, lmao....
and i dont know why, but i can't stand nwbs much... i hate how some people play hella easy songs and they think they're good... :/ meh, oh well, newbs are forever in this world, hell, im a newb at comp games, like CS and that kind of stuff, but still. i have to be more "understanding" once in a while, though this spring break's done a number to my head. i can't think straight, nor can i work. it's fantabulous actually...
kelvin, it will HAUNT you. you'll HELLA REGRET not buying it. trust me, YOU'LL REGRET IT!!!!! ::cry, i wanna play legaia/cross::
PPLS!!! go download RAZORBACK by juno reactor. omg, it's so friggin porn music, lmao...
Pandora kicks all of your arses...
enough about yesterday... my week's been crap. i wanna do stff, like movie with catherine, and SF with hubert, but stupid parents and stupid lazy me keep everything off... i hope i can at least make the movie, since its for school, but i don't wanna miss the cherry blossom festival in japan town either...::cry:: stupid BART and raising their prices, 10 dollars to and from SF, this sucks. arnold needs to give the bay more money...
anyways, im not so sick anymore. i mean, i still AM, but imnot on medicine any more, thas good i guess...
i think petra nemkova is very sexy!! "^_~" i hear that henry's challenge starts, LoL.
ima so GonE...
And the wind brought Clive @ 6:39 PM
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Thursday, April 15, 2004 |
ripped from kelvin, as always (where do you get all this stuff?!) and curse me for being so bored...
1. Whats your full name? clive chan
2. Were you named after anyone? nope
3. Where were you born? hong kong
4. Where are you at right now? comp room
5. How tall ru? 5'8 to 5'9, somewhere round there...
6. Any siblings? How old are they? nope
7. What color are your eyes? brown
8. Your hair? black
9. What grade are you in? 9
10. Some hobbies of yours? ddr and yugioh
11. What are your nicknames? rozzie still calls me bacha
12. Would you ever bungee jump? yea
13. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? no...
14. Are you a night or morning person? night
16. Which do you wear, boxers, briefs boxer briefs, panties, or thong? boxers, im not kinky, though i like kinky people "^_~"
17. Have you thought seriously about committing suicide? if you take AP history, you might find me in there trying
18. Are you ticklish? Where? it's for me to know and you to find out, LoL
19. Have you ever stolen anything? who hasn't?
20. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play you? iono...
21. Do you like your handwriting? nope
22. Any bad habits? where do i begin?
23. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? iono, would YOU be friends with me?
24. Do you believe in God? nope, i believe in a higher power
25. What is your most embarrassing story? let's not go there
26. What has been the best day of your life? where do i start?
27. Do you know what sctief' is? a whatta?
28. What comes first in your life? life, duh. i guess me, cuz if you don't give yourself any priority, you have no right to give anything else proiorty either
29. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? yea
30. What are you most scared of? loneliness and failure
31. If you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them? it's for me to know and for you to find out
32. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? nothing, im usually dead tired
33. Do you feel understood most of the time? im a teenager, figure it out
34. Who makes you laugh the most? kelvin lam
35. Who do you email the most? this one guy called DOTH
Favs
50. Movie: sweet november
51. Song: DjTAKA - pandora
52. Band/group: i dont like bands
53. Store: uh...iono, KBtoys?
54. Relative: annie!
55. Sport: swimming (or badminton)
56. Vacation spot: iono, HK really isnt a vacation spot now is it?
57. Ice cream flavor: chocolate browny
58. Fruit: peaches
59. Candy: reeses
60. Car: lancer evo doesnt sound bad
61. Class: i dont like school
62. Holiday: XMAS and chinese new years
63. Day of the week: everyday has some good some bad, but i guess saturday would be best
64. Color: red black white
65. Magazine: iono, shonen jump?
66. Name for a girl: iono
67. Name for a boy: iono
68. Foods? i like food in general
69. Books: neuromancer is pretty decent
70. drink: uh... sprite marguerita mixed with french vinilla and irish coffee creamers, lmao
71. carbonic beverage: i'll shy away from those
In the past 24 hrs have you:
90. Had a serious talk? yea
91 Hugged someone? yea
92. Fought with a friend? nope
93. Cried? no...
94. Laughed? yea
95. Made someone laugh? yea
96. Bought something? a game of ddr
97. Cut your hair? no...
98. Felt stupid? hell yea
99. Talked to someone you love? yes
100. Missed someone? yea...";_;"
Have you ever
101. Eaten an entire box of oreos yourself? hell YEA!
102. Hiked a mountain? yes
103. Stayed home on sat night just cause? no
104. Been in love? ::sigh::...
105. Seen the white house? yup
106. Seen the Eiffel tower? on posters and on TV
107. Tried smoking? never will
108. Drank alcohol? wine coolers "^_^"
109. Seen titanic? yes
110. Wore the shirt that said "It's a boat. It sunk. Get over it."? that sounds like a cool shirt
111 Tried a weight loss program? no, but i need one, LoL
112. Jumped on a trampoline? yea
113. Hated yourself? mm hmm
114. At what age was your first full kiss? full kiss?? is there a half kiss?? or a not-quite-there kiss?
115. Do you hold hands in public with other ppl? what kind of other people are you talking about?
116: Are you out going or isolated? i like to think im outgoing, but like my alone time too
117: One word to describe your mood. frappy
118: Twos to describe your desired mood(s). not stressed
119: Do you make music on your own? i make beautiful music in my head, when im not thinking right
Day dream beliefs if money were no object:
120. Where would you live? where birds fly
121. What would you pursue more education in? henry "^_~"
122. What kind of transportation would you use? i'll henry that one also, it's cool to have a nice henry ready for you anytime.
If a time machine were avavlible to you:
123. Which time would you like to live in? if i had one, can't i live whenever i want?
124. What specific event would you like to witness? my birth
125. What historical figure would you most want to meet? your mom
If you had ulimited time/lifespan:
126. What language(s) would you master? i prolly would have mastered every language....
127. What activity/sport/hobby would you take up? everything, as soon as i lose "orion's belt" down there...
128. What would you do to better the world at large? like the 50 other contestants in "miss congeniality" i wish for world peace
129. Whats your family heritage? im hong kong-nese...LoL...chinese
130. Whats your top 3 best qualities? weirdness, smartness, and perversity
131. Whats your top 3 biggest flaws? weirdness, smartness, and perversity
132. What is your biggest issue? i gotta get some tissue
133. Where did you grow up? hong kong, fremont
134. What did you want to be when you grew up? astronaunt, policeman, buisnessman, prof
135. Now what do you want to be when you grow up? businessman, though having a doctorate as back up wouldnt be that bad
136. What do you do for work now? i work for me
137. Where would you like to ideally see yourself in 3 yrs? pushing freshmen around
138. 5 yrs? college
139. 10 yrs. working on dorctorate i think, but then by that time, i'd also have a job, and prolly a significant other
140. What do you look for in a mate. mate is such a barbaric and unorthodox term. i want to see my flaws as strengths in my significant other, and vice versa.
141. What do you prefer the opposite sex wear, boxers, briefs, boxer briefs , panties, or thong? i like my women kinky... let them decide what i get to ta... i mean... uh... i dont care
142. Do you want to get married? yes
143. Do you want children? How many? 1 is enough...urg... dont get me started...
144. What if you, or your mate, are incapable of having kids? Would you leave them or adopt? adopt
145. Do you like animals? Which in particular? no...i dont like animals
146. What do you drive? Do you like it? i wanna drive...
147. Whats your dream car? ...i wanna drive...dont rub it in...
148. Are you taking any meds? cold medicine, yea...
149. What's the worst thing you ever did? i've done many, many horrible things in my lifetime...LoL i souldnt like im walking the green mile
150. Are you seeing a therapist? no...
151. Should you be seeing a therapist? prolly! ::hysteric laughter::
152. What box or subculture do you think you belong in? oOoOO 50 cent words used by someone thats not me! um...im just be, i try not to "belong"
153. Tell me something I don't already know about you, that sums you up. me > you, capiche?
Which Do You Prefer?
155. Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers? it's just chincken...
156. Dogs or cats? dogs
157. Rugrats or doug? i dont like rugrats...what's doug?
158. Monica or Brandy: i dont like brandy...who's monica?
159. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont like LoL im just kidding... Nestea
160. one pillow or two: 1
161. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate, now say it like the french! chocolat
162. hot chocolate or hot cocoa: hot chocolate i guess, what's the difference again?
163. cappucino or coffee: MOCHA!!!!!!!!!!
164. drinks with or without ice cubes: depends on what im having
165. give or receive: i like receiving more, though i end up giving more than receiving
166. Have you ever cut, burned, or mutilated yourself in some way? look this up under that same AP history book in which i was suicidal
167. Have you ever browses/surf net porn? LoL does the time i accidentally typed in whitehouse.com count?
168. Have you ever for any reason bled all over yourself? that one nosebleed, yes
169. Do you get motion sickness? never! now say it like the french! NEVARE!
170. Do you like thunderstorms? i think they're cool
171. Best eye color? brown
172. Best hair color? burgundi
173. Best height? 5'11"
174. Best first date location? iono...
175. Best first kiss location? something that reminds me of love hina, lmao
176. What do you wear to bed? why do YOU wanna know huh?? frippin stalker...
177. When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? i hugged my mogu to sleep last night "^_^"
178. How many rings until you answer the phone? 2
179. How many places (that includes cardboard boxes) have you lived in? lets see... HK:taipo -> HK:lam tin -> US:fremont
180. How many schools have you gone to? 2 in HK, then mattos, gomes, hopkins, mission
182. Would you shave your head for $5000 dollars? yes, add one more 0 and i'll shave something else "^_~"
183. *gasp* the desert island question! If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take 4 things with you what would you take? time machine: to keep myself from ever getting stranded on the island in the first place. that covers all 4 things, seeing how i wouldnt even be stuck.
Either or:
184. Music/TV: both
185. Guys/Girls: girls, but someone once told me "bros before hoes," lmao...
186. Green/Blue: blue, green is icky, i hate green
187. Pink/Purple: purple
188. Sleep/Stay Up: sleep
189. Summer/Winter: both
190. Spring/Fall: spring
191. Night/Day: night
193. Friends/Lovers: lovers
194. Cold/Warm: both
195. Dark/Light: dark
196. Sparkle/Shine: uh...sparkly shine!
197. Peach/Plum: peach
198. Apple/Orange: apple
199. Laundry/Dishes: laundry
200. Rock/Rap: rock
What first comes to mind when you see the following words:
201. Glass: broken
202. Shake: milk
203. Club: night
204. Sing: it
206. Loud: AHHH!!
207. Garcia: jerry (the ice cream)
208. Hair: henry, lmao
209. Money: ddr...
210. Work: NO!!!!!
211. Play: kelvin
212. 4002: OMG!
213. Betty: dad's former boss
214. Sara: wen
215. Brain: brian
216. Frank: lin
217. AM: 3p
218. FM: radio
219. Morning: ARGH, school...
220. Ball: s
Some random stuff.
221. Crunchy or smooth peanut butter? crunchy
222. When you drive, and somebodys behind you, do you speed up for them, intentionally slow down to annoy them, or just keep the same speed? i stick out the finger and my cousin does the yelling
223. Do you regurlarly get booted off the net? no
224. Whats the reason for it? i dont get booted for a reason...i pay for my net!
225. What kind of pencils do you write with? mechanical
226. Are you forgiving, easy to please, and the kind of friend everybody wants, or do you hold grudges, and walk over other people? im forgiving, and i hold grudges, and i do walk over ppls if they piss me off.
227. Whats my middle name? iono, who ARE you you frippin stalker?!
228. How many close friends do you have? about 3
229. How many people have been there for you %110 all the way? iono
230 Name them if you feel comfortable. i dont know who.
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well that was an interesting way to waste half an hour...
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 10:25 PM
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Monday, April 12, 2004 |
"O_o" wow, this is so interesting!!!
not...iono, im bored out of my brains, and best of all I HAD TO GET SICK ON THE FRIGGIN DAY SPRING BREAK STARTS!!!!!!! why does this always happen to me????!!!!?!?!?! urg...
me, knock stuff over...later...
GonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 6:51 PM
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Thursday, April 08, 2004 |
the Dead Aria is sung, now i rise.
who's to come? i won't know the occasion.
todays' yesterday of past nights' reprise,
let our actions mourn in this succession.
how can both coexist in such a mind?
the lost time spent wasted was forsaken.
one must have hidden and so cannot find,
my other whose life is but mistaken.
and so bells ring as will arias cease,
the dawn of dusk so now shall come to end.
and so candles snuffed in this soul's release,
everything that ever began will mend.
and gone with the light as same as tonight
the Dead Aria has sung, my last rite.
~the Dead Aria
by Malachi
will you see anymore of me? let's hope so. i have about 23 minutes left, though i have other things to take care of.
let's see each other again sometime.
G0nE
And the wind brought Clive @ 11:37 PM
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004 |
i dont really know what it is, but im hella silent and reflective right after i wake up. its like...morning moodiness...
since i only slept 18 hours this week, i took a nap when i got home... so from 6-8 i was dead... ::sigh::... the only words i've spoken so far are "ba ma sic faan" and yes and no. This is so off...
stepmania just isnt doing a lot for me right now. i may be obsessed and evrything, but it's not as addictive as tactics (im level 28! yay! after like, 125 hours of gameplay!!!). the combo of yugioh, tactics, and stepmania totally butched my sleep cycle. oh jeebus kryst...
go DL...
Lain - Toh-I Sakebi
SDMS - un deux trois
GetBackers - ichibyo no refrain
k-ci and jojo - all my life
banya - beethoven virus
i dont know what to type... i feel angsty, tired, frustrated, pissed off, busy, rushed, omg...and a couple more, but i can't describe them... i think i wanna go to sleep again...
fantabulous read - Sugah:Precise and Exactly
SoOoGonE
And the wind brought Clive @ 9:40 PM
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