Windswept Life

Am I a cloud in the Sky?
Blown by the wind.
Up so high...
Maybe it's why I like the rain so much.
It brings me back down to earth.

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thxgiving dinner was okay...it was basically me, annie, michelle and sarah, but it was fun... LoL, i was eating the whole friggin time "^_^"! Though the jello was...interesting... and then at lie 8 o clock, everyone kinda left, so it was like, one minute the house was full, then it was all empty, and sarah and me were all like..."umm...since the house is kinda empty now, what do u want to do??" and we went upstairs to torture the cat, LoL...backtrack..."I" tortured the cat, LoL... im allergic to her cat...really...i was still piggin out, rite before i left, i took a can of sprite and the last slice of mochachoco cake, yumyum "^_^" that day was interesting...i talked to chipo b4 going... Me: happy thxgvng! Chipo: happy turkey day bitch Me: ?? Chipo: ?? Me: whats with the "bitch"?? Chipo: i dunno Chipo: adds emphasis Me: LoL funny ppls... today was okay...i was literally listening to kylie minogue ::thx sarah! "^_^":: all day...except when i was playing ddr at vans. drop out pisses me off...the farthest i went was like...2 seconds after the end of the second jump stream, i got both streams, but i missed like, 12 steps after, so i screwed maiself over...meh...spent 3 dollars...current amount coughsavedcough, 8 dollars, LoL...pitiful... dream a dream, 7 kick the can, 7 .59 ::kelvin - 59 cents, LoL...::, 7 drop out (which i failed after second stream...grrr...), 8 damnitdamnitdamnit... im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 7:16 PM	Friday, November 29, 2002
David is feeling very depressed...he believes himself to be a very problem-ful person, ::sigh::... im starting to worry...Jimi's not coming online...::sigh::...i'll have to track helen down to find her then... Kelvin's coming over tomoro, we mite go to newpark when im done with the math thingy that ghey mordaunt gave us...im on problem 14, go me! LoL... ffx2 looks very cool! i wanna get it!! rite now though...its either ddrmax or duel saga for me...actually... im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 12:03 AM	Wednesday, November 27, 2002
scatch everything from mai last post...well...cept for the elastics thing...they really DO suck... Jimi went today, that was so cool, "^_^", i kinda wanted to take pictures too, but that costs 20 bucks, and i only had 2... "-_-"... let's all torture sonia!!! down with her and her headband, pencil, notebote/diary/journal thingy, and...um...yea... we went to HP2, but not die another day...it was like...5 when we got out... and after, i wanted to play some...uh...scatch that...i wanted to play a LOT of DDR, so we all went to vans "^_^" i basically locked maniac...whoo hoo! dynamite rave (maniac little) dream a dream kick the can .59 oh yea! "^_^" im worried about weasley...he's getting a lil gay...i mean, he was all over derek and david and everything...i got freaked out after he was all..."i LUV u TOO clive!!!" ::shudderz...:: leader of a2n...::points to girl next to the leader:: LoLoLoLoLoLoLoLoLoLoL ~ david: did u know that napster's been brought out by the porn industry?? clive: really now? david: yea....all these porn peoples in thailand and everything... clive: so...ur sisters'll go to thailand and find themselves boyfriends??? david: why would they find boyfriends??? LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! ~ im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 10:12 PM	Sunday, November 24, 2002
me gonna go see HP2 and hop ova to die another day after "^_^" today is gonna be so weird... kelvin, when i do that lean back and break back thingy later today, i'll tell u if it hurt....im pretty sure it wil hurt like hell though... i mite try the jump too, so yea....that'll kill mai crotch.... i got elastics...and they suck shiet...i used to be able to chew with the back of mai mouth, now i can barely chew nemore... mai life is so screwd up... im pissed...Jimi cant go to the movies with me...and that sux... i heart u "^_^"! im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 11:15 AM
im at mai cuzin's house rite now, typing in this thingy. mai cuz is...was filing her nails jus a sec ago...and yea... kelvin's not coming over today, so i'll have to do all mai 4 assignment and that crappy report... so...i kinda have nothin more to say, so... (insert space filler here) ~ i heart Jimi ~ im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 4:18 PM	Saturday, November 16, 2002
havent updated for a week, but hey, i have a cheesy joke to keep everyone sane... i was king george, "*OBEY ME OR DIE!!!*" LOLOL! i screwed up on the part too...eh~eh... this week kionda sucked...its one of those weeks u want to go by so u can see whats up next week... i'll give this week a rating of 3/5, i won some, i lost some, i spent all mai money on that crappy 5th mix machine at vans, sigh...im sad... PPL! GOLDEN PIECE OF ADVICE! "IF U DONT THINK ABOUT IT, IT WONT BE AS SCARY"...goodness...the details r still scarier than the actual movie, so ur not really gonna be scared until u get urself an overactive imagination and a if u really start looking at the details... mai new deck really isnt an electrode/sneasal deck anymore its more like a sabrina's gastly/sneasal deck...any one wanna try and kill mai 190 HP sabrina's gastly while i poke away at ur other pokemon? MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA...newayz... i built a kinda major luck deck...its supposed to be quagsire/brock, but it's a lot of luck, so yeah...it's hard to play...{O-O} so this week has been...not that great, today was bull...well, yesterday... we had to run 5 friggin laps for the GDed A...i only got a B...crapcrapcrapcrapcrap... ~ i heart Jimi ~ im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 12:49 AM
i stole this from brian's infinite...LoL... ~ This is the transcript of an ACTUAL radio conversation of a US ship with Canadian authorities off the coast of Newfoundland in October,'95. CANADIANS: Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision. CANADIANS: Recommend you divert YOUR course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS: This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, Divert YOUR course. CANADIANS: No. I say again, you divert YOUR course. AMERICANS: SIR, THIS IS THE AIRCRAFT CARRIER USS LINCOLN, THE SECOND LARGEST SHIP IN THE ATLANTIC. WE ARE NUCLEAR, EQUIPPED WITH THE WORLD'S MOST ADVANCED AIR AND SEA ASSAULT FIREPOWER, ACCOMPANIED BY THREE STATE-OF-THE-ART DESTROYERS, THREE CRUISERS WITH UNPARALLELED BALLISTIC CAPABILITY AND NUMEROUS OTHER SUPPORT VESSELS. I DEMAND THAT YOU CHANGE YOUR COURSE 15 DEGREES NORTH, THAT'S ONE FIVE DEGREES NORTH, OR SWIFT AND DECISIVE COUNTERMEASURES WILL BE UNDERTAKEN TO ENSURE THE SAFETY OF THIS VESSEL. CANADIANS: This is a lighthouse. Your call. ~ AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!! ::ahem:: i mean eh heh heh... damn! capture the flag is so stupid!!! our team was so fucked up... im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 4:00 PM	Thursday, November 07, 2002
o mai god...can i be nemore embarrased...note to self...::NEVER meet Jimi in front of mrs.manbeian's room, EVER...:: newayz... this week has been COOL! for once, i have literally NO hw...that is so cool! made new deck "^_^" i cant believe that yugioh is already up to pharoh servant...they screwed up all the sets...well, looking on the brite side, everyone is still using these lil archaic beatdown decks... no strategy whatsoever... ::play strong monster, lay strong trap, play strong boosting magic card = i have a 4200 atk monster and you dont:: there r a couple of SMART ppls out there playing smart decks like BURN, and DEFENSE, and LIFE...god, u would think that after they threw so many sets together, ppls would come up w/better decks...sad...sad... jason's deck is crazy..."new ruler"? i've never heard of it until he showed me that one card...tombkeeper scout...thas a cool card, btw... enough about ygo... school sux...keymond is REALLY pissing me off...jason is blaming me for telling that he likes m...::ahem::...uh...uh...nvm...i didnt say nething...REALLY...i DIDNT...so yea... "this is a do it yourself test for paranoia: if you cant name ONE thing thas YOUR fault, you've got it" LoL...the funniest quote bonomo has let me write all week for morning anouncements...this quote thing is gettin on mai nerves... the ring, details are scarier than the actual movie...if you start thinking about it, so many things from the movie are actually POSSIBLE... played 5 games of ddr to force the paranoia out of mai head, LoL... i am now currently afraid of: the room in which this computer is in, oval mirrors or the mirror in mai bathroom, waking up in the middle of the night, and going to bed last. the last one is sometimes unavoidable sadly... dled: come into my world, kylie minogue heaven (candlelight remix), dj sammi bother, stone sour gimme da light, sean paul yea...ne more ranting, evil? ::evil clive::...uh...u said everything i was gonna say... no duh...so nething else? ::evil:: no, u nitwit...but i would apprieciate it if you would shut up and be evil more often... go to hell... ::evil::been there, done that... great...now im starting to sound retarded by talkin to maiself... ::evil:: HA HA! LONER!!! :: glares at mirror:: umm...paranoia kickin in... im gone...(i wanna go b4 i scare maiself even more... And the wind brought Clive @ 8:57 PM	Wednesday, November 06, 2002
today was ur regular friday of bores... the dance was ok i guess, the best part was Jimi being there "^_^", i slow danced with her all three times...the heaven remix is GOOD...i'll dl it...i dont like the regular dj sammy(i?) one... i stayed bhind to clean up and i got LOS OF balloons! "^_^"...i felt like a kid again...wait...i AM a kid...LoL... tomoro = chinese school...i really wanna drop out... im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 10:11 PM	Friday, November 01, 2002
i jus got done w/ hw, now im gonna do this survey thingy copied from Chipo's live journal... ~~ ------------ ---Basics--- ------------ BIRTHDAY: january, thas all u really have to know... BIRTHPLACE: HK! province of ENGLAND HK, NOT HK, CHINA DAMMIT... GRADE: 8 ---------------- ---Appearance--- ---------------- HEIGHT: 'bout 5' 7 HAIR COLOR: Burgundy SKIN COLOR: what do Chinese ppls look like? EYEBROWS: Black EYE COLOR: Brown ABOUT EARS: iono...? ABOUT LIPS: not narrow, not wide? ABOUT TONGUE: don't want it cut in half? ABOUT CHIN: iono...? MUSCLES: don't have ne STYLE: i like goth, but im not one... PIERCINGS: nope TATTOO (S): nope --------------- ---Right Now--- --------------- WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: dark blue WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Incubus - Nowhere Fast WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: orange juice WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: its like, 4 degrees celcius outside, COLD! HOW ARE YOU?: cold? sleepy? --------------- ---Do you...--- --------------- GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yes GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: i guess we're ok... LIKE TO DRIVE?: i wanna SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?: used to sleep with a plushie charmander, but now its just a vanilla colored pillow... DRINK?: Nope SMOKE?: Nope ANY OTHER DRUGS?: Nope WEAR CONTACTS?: nope, glasses HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? nope THEIR AGES?: welll...what do u think? --------------- ---Favorites--- --------------- RELATIVE: mai cousin annie, she's ur regular ray of sunshine! "^_^" TV SHOW: Simpsons, Chamed, Smallville, Angel, YuGiOh, all kinds of anime as long as it has a good plot line SHAMPOO: whatever mom buys COMMERCIAL: radio: durex condoms one, TV: the successful business one MAGZINE: nope NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: virgin leaning bellini ALCOHOLIC DRINK: leaning bellini? SOUND: iono... THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: DDR, but thas everyday too... MOVIE: scary movies, funny movies, and sappy romances...yea, im a sucker for chick flicks... FOOD: as long as its not onions, green peppers, or shit ANIMAL: i dont like animals? SCHOOL SUBJECT: leadership rite now, after the first semester, english CLOTHES: iono...i follow mai own sense of fashion...preppy, but not so preppy as to ppls will notice...iono... HANGOUT: ne place with a cheap ddr machine RESTAURANT: neplace they serve good fod? FEELING: depression COLOR: red, black, white, blue in that order ICE CREAM: depends on mai mood at the moment VACATION PLACE: HK SPORT: swimming MUSIC: rock, techno, dance, punk, r&b, game music (LoL), jrock/jpop, canto rock/pop (not rap, hell no...), and some rap...like...eminem... STORE: iono... DOG BREED: umm... CAT BREED: ::still thinking about the dog question::... BIRD BREED: nething fierce FISH BREED: tropical DAY OF THE YEAR: chinese new years or christmas MONTH: i guess the summer months ------------ ---Future--- ------------ IN FIVE YEARS: in college TEN: uh...family? TWENTY: CEO of some huge corporate empire? FOURTY: raising a bratty teenager and hope im not dead? PLACE: a house...if i DO get to be some bigshot CEO, then a mansion! HONEYMOON: uh...whatever mai wife whants SON'S NAME: ...iono...jethro?? DAUGHTER'S NAME: ...iono...rayn?(jkjk), maybe erin... ----------------- ---Have you...--- ----------------- BROKEN THE LAW: no RAN AWAY FROM HOME: jya EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: jya STAYED UP TILL FOUR ON THE PHONE: does internet count? SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: jya EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: hell no... MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: jya EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: i watched the spy TV one...LoL..."oh no! my son's in that porta potty! ::potty gets airlifted to dump via helicoptor::" USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: nuh uh PEED IN THE SHOWER/BATH: hasn't everyone? LoL FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: nope FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: nope DRIVEN A CAR: sadly, no EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: uh...iono... WANTED TO DIE: hell yea... BEEN ON A PLANE: no shiet... BEEN ON A MOTORCYCLE: jya WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: jya...i nearly drowned...LoL BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: jya CRIED IN PUBLIC: jya LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: jya GONE TO CHURCH: nope, athiest and proud of it READ THE BIBLE: nope EATEN SHUSHI: hai "^_^" FISH: uh...whose nvr eaten FISH?!?! CAVAIR: nope, but i wanna try... SEEN SOMEONE DIE: jya ---------- ---Love--- ---------- CHILDREN?: the saintly kind, unfortunately, those don't come around often... CURRENT CRUSH: its more like love... BEEN IN LOVE?: yes...::sniffsniff:: HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: jya... BEEN HURT?: of course... HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?: no, love is to be used eternally, once it's used, u can't take it back, so i've never use it b4 YOUR GREATEST REGRET: i regret too many things, and thas mai main regret WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: personality, intellegence, features, in that order ------------- ---Medical--- ------------- FRACTURE HISTORY: mbmb OPERATION HISTORY: mbmb ALLERGIES: who knows? chocolate? LOL!!! HAD STICTCHES: nope CAVITIES: no shiet... PHOBIA/S: a lot, im sure ------------ ---Random--- ------------ ROLLERCOASTERS-DEADLY OR EXCITING?: exciting WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED AND IMPORTANT POSSESSION?: comp and either golden sun or PS2 WHEN YOU WAKE UP, YOU : curse mai dad for waking me up YOUR MOUSE PAD HAS ON IT: jus blue, blue, and more blue... WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?: dbz wallscroll, posters WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?: these wool pants and a long sleeve shirt WHAT IS THE EARLIEST YOU'VE EVER WATCHED TV: on a vacation, the day we start the drive, i woke up at 4 something and watch rocky and bullwinkle...LoL VEGETARIAN?: nope THINKING OF RIGHT NOW: how to answer this question, or, why r mai hands so cold? WHAT DO YOU DO THAT REALLY PISSES OFF YOUR FRIENDS: iono DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: uh...i think it has the cicilia chung cd... IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: like kelvin and b white? no...i'll b the black, bcuz mai life jus gets shorter and shorter DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?: i jus copy/pasted this from Chipo's livejournal WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: rite now, sleep. regularly, DDR and no hw WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: mm...iono... WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: too many to name...well...too lazy to name... WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: sleep, ddr, online ------------------------------- ---When/what was the last...--- ------------------------------- TIME YOU CRIED?: iono, i forgot... YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: uh...a month ago? YOU GOT E-MAIL: iono, havent checked THING YOU PURCHASED: tokens for ddr machine PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: some canto soap opera thingy MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: i dont wanna talk about this one... TIME YOU WERE GROUNDED: NEVER!!! WORDS YOU SAID: "hai ah, fai dee fun la ley dae..." PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: the one to get online... PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: matthew ---------------------- ---Which is better?--- ---------------------- MUD WRESTLING OR JELLO WRESTLING: jello all the way WHITE MILK OR CHOCOLATE MILK: choco DEAFNESS OR BLINDNESS: neither BLONDES OR BRUNETTES: brunettes ORANGES OR LEMONS: oranges mostly, but in the rite situations, lemons DOLPHINS OR HORSES: dolphins PEPSI OR COKE: coke LEONARDO DiCAPRIO OR FREDDIE PRINZE JR.: neither...? LOVE OR LOPEZ?: uh...neither... SPICE GIRLS OR ALL SAINTS: who r the All Saints? BEVERLY HILLS 90210 OR DAWSON'S CREEK: Dawson SMALLVILLE OR CHARMED: do i have to choose? i like them both.... GILMORE GIRLS OR SMALLVILLE: smallville 7TH HEAVEN OR PARTY OF FIVE: neither DIET PEPSI OR PEPSI ONE: pepsi one BRANDY OR MONICA: neither APPLES OR ORANGES: apples CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS: ::garfield:: ate both of them, ::jon:: and the jewelery?, ::garfield:: hocked it for more flowers and candy... ------------------------- ---Your thoughts on...--- ------------------------- ABORTION: irrisponsibe, yet sensible women TEENAGE SMOKING: sucks to b u... EATING DISORDERS: = me RAP: made up by a weirdo who got rich fast MASTURBATION: ::raphe:: it lets the blood flow smoothly... PMS: bonomo MARILYN MANSON: scary GUY BANDS: uh, no SPICE GIRLS: uh, no PREMARITAL SEX: uh, yea... TITANIC: long... JERRY SPRINGER: could pair up with sunday nite sex show lady ~~ me go to sleep now... im gone... And the wind brought Clive @ 12:55 AM