heh...u want windswept life? mai life has just picked up speed about half an hour ago...
subconciously, i have a feeling i did the thing david wanted me to do, but then, i didnt want to do it...now its too late and i did it, so i guess i cant take it back...curse you david, curse you and ur stupid ideas...u know what? im getting so...iono...huh... its like this feeling where im silently rejoicing, but yet im doing it cuz i know i did something wrong...and thas bad...iono why, but now i actually want to go...at least it wont give me a guilty conscience anymore...
music is helping a lil bit, though guilty is always the thing thas going to kill me...
well, i guess mai cheering up is coming..."^_^"
And the wind brought Clive @ 10:31 AM
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